Wednesday, July 27, 2005

:D

All is well in the world.:D

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Hummmm.

I really don't know what I want.:P There is something simmering underneath, but it is buried too deep.:P

AGAINST ALL ODDS

if I drown myself

in words
in sensations
in nameless, unempirical things

will I not revel in death,

free from the knowledge that i am but
a statistic?

My attempt to protest against Stat.:D Hihihi.

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you don't even have to know me just take me away
up and beyond the clear blue skies is where i want to be


(please. just please do take me away.XP)

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Waaaaaa.

Lately I've been running on autopilot.o_0 (i typed autopolit. ohmyGOD. I am dysgraphic I swear.X0) Which is a very bad thing huhuhu. All that glorious wit, creativity, spontaneity, zshooom! down the drain, goodbye.XP Waaaaah. I swear to god sobrang nakarelate ako kay Kadu sa Turumba huhuhu. Humpf! We are being swept away by capitalism! Death no longer flies on black wings, it races on tiny little ratty feet. (rat race, get it?:D good god, there are the dredges of my wit for you. Bleh.) No more time for self and for nature. Huhuhu. Why can't I have my own pace?:( Don't have time for meself anymore.:( It's not that I can't do it, because I can, truly I can. It's just that I have to turn myself off to do it and to stick to doing it huhuhu. My organizer is full of orange and green marker highlights (orange: class, green: training) and little chicken scratches that barely pass for handwriting signalling yet another deadline due, yet another test, blah dee blah. Huhuhu. Utter sadness.

On a happier note, watched Fantastic Four last Sunday errr late night at gb3. Happier, I say, because even though the movie was so-so Johnny Storm was OHMILORD HOOOOOOOOT.:o Wahoo, sulit na sulit ang movie, yehey!:D Lalo na I didn't pay for it wahoo!:D Grabedad shet.XD Gwapo gwapo gwapoooooooo. Adorable!:D Hotness!:D *drooooooooool* perfect abs, perfect back, ohmilord can I just say.XD and what adorable cheekiness, wheeeee!:D Happiness!XD At least nakalalabas pa rin ako kahit minsan sa weekend kahit papaano nang matino, kahit si mum at si inggy kasama ko (ohwell at least libre lahat at pwedeng gumastos wahoo!:D) 'Pag ako nabuwisit lalabas at lalabas ako mag-isa, leche. (simot nga lang pera ko huhuhuhu.) Waaaaah my life is an utter bore. Bleh.

Haynako. Off to go compile my group's crummy finance paper bleh. Cruddy ruddy crud.XP My life is an utter bore.:P

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.