Haaaaaaah.

I. Am. Happy.

contented sigh.

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Booooooooooored.

I'm bored. Dreadfully bored. The tedium of everyday mundanity bores me overly.

Is there nothing else?

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Is there no one else? - Achilles

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Stream of Consciousness.

Only a wee wee bit more to go and I will have finally chucked my why-the-geddem-hell-am-I-not-super-smart bullshittiness.XD Only a wee wee bit more...!

Geddemit all to hell. I am waltzing happily down the spiralling trail of mediocrity.X0 Is that a good thing? Is that a bad thing? I seem to be happy enough where I am now.:o No more stressing about stupid grades and all that overachieving hullaballoo that won't amount to anything anyway. Bleh. Well. Overachieving in the management engineering department anyway. Bleh. I swear, all this management stuff is B-O-R-I-N-G BOHHH-ring. There is not a single drop of management-slash-business-slash-corporate blood in my veins. (Sorry babe, 'kaw na lang magtrabaho, and I'll design the house.:D) I have to have regular transfusions pa, because my body rejects the donated liters each and every time. Bleh. I am normal! I am mediocre! Shriek!X0

Which brings me to my next exposition. I therefore have come to the enlightened idea that I will not condemn myself to a seriously tedious eight-hour job for the rest of my happy young life after all!:D Imagine, eight effing hours?? Not to mention travel time and horrible over time and all other extra time that will be wasted on a heartless money-gulping entity? Yech. Whenever shall I see the sun again? Newp, the pallid, disgustingly squishy-fat employee is not the ideal for me.

Rather, me go business!:D All on my very own!:D (with hunny garlicky bread of course.:D you get capital. me lounge about and squander capital.:D) John Gokongwei's speech to the graduates of err I forgot, 2004? was like a ray of hope in the dismal smog-filled atmosphere of my life. Get into the corporate world, learn everything you can, then get out!:D Happiness! Joy! And get into a business that I can really sink my teeth into; something happy, sunny, adventurey!:D Titles, distinction, and prestige are not important, Izzy dear. (Tell that to yourself maybe a hundred more times so it can sink in. Hopefully.) Now money, that we need, uh-hum. And no more daily eight-hour stupors!:D I can be master of my time and when the business is well on its way (yippee!) I can train and do all the stuff I want, yahoo!:D

And so that is the game plan. That is the master plan.:D

It is not worth all the effort to become the best in everything when nobody really cares anyway. (Lalo na kung 'di ka naman talaga the best in everything. Or kahit best in something. 'Di ba?) So I shall henceforth quit trying to prove myself to everyone and concentrate on being happy. Yippee! Happiness is a decision. (Parang love. Naks.) Therefore I decide to be happy in my mediocrity. Sink into oblivion! Revel the anonymity!

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...holy SHET. May paper pa pala sa Marketing, tangina. Bad trip. Inaantok na akoooooooo. It's so hard to stay awake after mga 11 to 12 now (gosh so aga!:P) because my happy body clock is now well on its way to become a morning person's body clock.:P Hee hee. Oh well. Don't expect me to have the stamina na for parties and inumans (lalo na 'pag aalis na si Cinderella). 'Nung Friday nga lang e, dyozzz miyo. Alas onse pa lang bumabagsak na mata ko. Wala pa akong ininom niyan ha, exag. (Dahil 'di na ako umiinom! Yippee! I am happy and sober and clean.:D No more incoherent ramblings and throwing up all over the lawn, no sirree.:D) But I wake up so early now! Too early to be legal for a normal teenager (holy shet, 'di na pala ako teenager. I am OLD. I shall be a full-blown adult in less than a year. I can get married without parental consent!X0 Tamang tama dahil magpapakasal na nga ako bago maggraduate, shet!X0) Oh well.

If we can't kiss under the midnight moon, we can huggle watching the sunrise.:D

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o come, all ye faithful.

Tagay tagay lang...

Tidbits of my life now.

Marketing is stress.

School sucks. I don't wanna school no more. School boring.

I want a Kuya Bogs. And Kuya Boy.:D And Daddy Oliveros. Yippee!:D

FYI: I am going to get married a few months before graduation.XO According to my mum's psychic friend, that is.:D Har har har. Seconded pa by Kare and her psychic cards. Har har har. How wonderful.XD (well...in fairness...XP)

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o come, all ye faithful.