Hum dee hum.

one more week and everything's over. ...ö

...and I get that tiny little nagging feeling at the back of my mind again.

that somehow, when I'm not chug-a-lugging Red Bull/Lipovitan/Bacchus (which really SUCKS, as I may already have mentioned :D), juggling x projects/papers/deadlines at the same time with x inversely proportional to t, time allotted, I can't escape that tiny, empty feeling.

Right now I'm not really doing anything. Well, I should be doing something, but it isn't something I can't cram until later. So in short, I'm a bit relaxed, if you can call it that. A breather in the hectic, repetitive, meaningless little life of me. Too relaxed that thoughts have too much space in my head to bounce around and echo into a silent cacophony, nagging, nagging, nagging.

...it's too quiet.

there is nothing to do. nothing to occupy the time of this anonymous little drone so she can stop entertaining a myriad little thoughts.

mundane. mundane. mundane.

boring. boring. boring.

hum dee hum. there must be SOMETHING to look forward to.XP

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

Last na talaga 'to!

He's a Keeper!

Your guy is a rare find: sweet, kind, and loyal. And as long as he doesn't have three nippples, You should seriously consider keeping him a long time Sometimes a girl can't see a good thing when she's got one So let me tell you: your guy is a gold medal boyfriend Just make sure you treat him right in return!

Is He a Keeper?

THAT'S better.:D

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

More Procrastinating.:D

You Are Furry Boots

They're not just boots. They're your dancing shoes!

What Kind of Boots Are You?

...yummy!ööö

You Are Independent Sexy

You drive men crazy with your "playing hard to get act" Except, it's really not an act at all. You're a strong, sexy woman with her own life and interests. And that makes men even more interested in you!

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

dear o...:D

You Are Funky Panties

You're stylish, trendy, but not over the top. You know how to look good - without looking like you're trying too hard. Men think that you're cute, friendly, and approachable. And you've got a spunky, feisty side that comes out after a while!

What Kind of Panties Are You?

SHET. ang sexy niya.ö i feel horribly flabby.XP i LIKE those panties, though.:D

Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!

This may be hard for you to swallow, but you and your guy might not last At least not forever. He's somewhere between Mr. Right... and Mr. Right Now No doubt your guy is a great catch - and generally good to you The odds are, however, that someone better is out there!

How Long Will Your Relationship Last?

noooooooooo.:P what does a blogthing know anyway?XP (although tama naman the one about the boots and everything else:D) in fact, why am I even putting it up here?XP (I dunno.:D)

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

WELL.ö

You Will Be an Unconventional Bride!

You're probably the type of girl who never considered getting married - until you met *him* You're not a big fan of white dresses, church weddings, or cheesy DJ's That's okay - you'll do it your way... whether that means a Vegas wedding or guys as bridesmen While you may not toss the bouquet (or have anyone to toss it to), it will still be the most romantic day of your life!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

ohmy.ö Well, THAT settles it then.:D (uh-huh, and 'Twas a blogthing what opened my eyes.o_0)

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

Because I am procrastinating.:D

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Imma perfect wife!ööö

...well, it doesn't seem so bad after all.:D

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

Is it ME?ö Is it really MEEEE?ö

...wow.

I am actually in my blog.ö (gasp)

...Such novelty!ööö

Nice to have some novelty before I DIE.XP (Persona A: Ah, I see your flair for the dramatic has not been diminished by time, Izzy. Persona B: Oh yes, quite, quite.)

MyGOD. Almost two (or is it three now?ö) straight weeks of running on an average of three hours of sleep and judicious amounts of Lipovitan/Red Bull/Bacchus (Bacchus sucks, btw. It made me drop right to sleep.:P HUMF.) is KILLING me.X0 My mental faculties have become sluggisher and sluggisher. ...No, wait, I think they've finally stopped.o_0 How sad.

I have discovered that I take naturally to Marketing as a fish to a pond. Well, at least when I have my complete set of mental cogs anyway.:P Unfortunately, Marketing 101 is KILLING me.XP Being both editor AND artist takes rather a toll on the brain juices.:P Creating ideas (as opposed to moving nice little numbers around) is not so madali, thankyouverymuch.:P

Oh well. Yun lang. It is OVAH.

Now I must move on, as I have 6+ philosophical reviews to make before Thursday. OMFG. Wait, that didn't cut it. OHMYFUCKINGGYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.

LORD. I should like to DIE right now. NO WAIT. I actually don't want to die right now, thankyew. Figure of speech, you see.:D Shet, kanina nga when I was falling asleep I had this totally scary sensation of my chest closing in and I couldn't draw breaths anymore I felt like I was FUCKING DYING.ööö Scary shyeeeeeeeeet mehn. 'Di ko lam kung bangag o antok o wasted lang ako or if I was simply teetering across the border of sleep and consciousness but it felt so REAL (ilang beses pa nga nangyari kasi I was testing kung one-time thing lang siya.ö But NO. Everytime I would *almost* fall asleep I'd feel that HORRIBLE HORRIBLE feeling.X0

OHWELL again.:P My chest hurts. Well, twinges lang naman.:P NO MORE RED BULL FOR YOU IZZY.:P BAAAAAAAAAAAAD.

I HATE not being able to train and go to the gym.X0 I feel horrible, wretched, maputla, unfulfilled.XP Kanina when I dropped by training it was almost like a physical ache when I saw the people in reds sa Covcorts mula sa malayo. (cheesy?:P ohwell.:P) WAAAAAAAAAAH.

I do not like this lifestyle at all.:P I am never going to compromise my other priorities like this when I get to work.:P (well, I'll try my darnedest not to anyway.XP) But if work turns out to be like this, I'm going to hafta go look for another one.XP SO THERE.XP

ACTUALLY, nagpprocrastinate lang ako dahil may lecheng theo paper pa akong kailangang gawin na DUE BUKAS OMFG.ö 10 EFFING PAGES OMFG.öö Not to mention those stupid banes of my existence, those HORRRRRR-rible philo reviews!XP WAAAAAAAAAAAH. Die. Die. Die.

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.