...:D

Cold water. Cold water. Cold water has been dumped nicely down my back. ....hoooo. I am now nicely sober again.

No need for S.T.A.S.H. no more.

Hihihihi.

Um. I am down in the dumps. (and that is when I am most giddy. hence.) Dumps. Dumps. Dumpted. Dumpster. Dumpy. Dumpty.

Oh, the mudanity that is life. The purposelessness that is life.XP I don't want to go back to school to toil and slave to get my piece of Ye Ole Posterity Pie. Le Sigh.

I. Am. Fed. Up. I. Am. Tired. I. Want. A. Vacation. Even if I have to take that damned vacation BY MYSELF, ohfuckity.

HEY. Great idea!:DDD Hmmmm. Why don't I?:DDD Hrmmmmm. Like I could just duck out into a hotel somewhere over the weekend while I'm still rich.:DDDD HMM! Idea is what this is!:DDD

...Hm! Great! Now I have a nice little short-term goal to look forward to so I can take my eyes off the glaring emptiness that is my future.

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

....

i. cry. i don't know why.

oh hell. i know why.

am i emotional? noiamfuckingnot. it's not that hormonal time of the month.

i. cry.

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

Grmpfwibble.

um. hello. i am so bored stiff. so. i shall keep trundling along and filling this blog with the same old drivel.XP

SHITFUCKDAMMIT, why oh WHYYY is it that men get to be stronger than women?? (physically, I mean. Really, is there anywhere else they're stronger in?:p ...okaymuststopintensefemalechauvinistictendenciesNOW.XD) GRRRAARRRUMMPF. Uh. Pasensya. Hihihi. I never like getting beaten in anything, even it if it's a battle that's obviously the Avatar of the Lostest of Lost Battles.XP Arrrrgh. Grmpfwibble.

I wonder if I should work on my, er, work.o_0 Hmmmm.

I'm not that bored yet.:s

Watched The Godfather Parts 1 and 2.ö .....steeeeeeeg.ö Masyado silang tigas.ö Pero. Malungkot pa rin.:s Hm. Kung siguro dati ko napanood isa lang talaga naisip ko: TIGAAAAS. Ngunit. Subalit. Datapwat.ö

Grmpfwibble. Binarbero ko na lang yung interview thingy para sa Business World. Hmmm. Hmmm. Tapos sobrang late ko pa binigay, hohoho.XD Ilalagat pa kaya nila yun? Hmmm. Napakapasaway pa naman nung mga iba kong sinulat, kasi sobrang inaantok na ko.XD Oh well.XD

...hum. whattodowhattodowhattodo.:s

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

hum.

ummmm. wala lang. uh.

S.T.A.S.H.

That is the thing to bear in mind.

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

oh dear.

oh me oh my. I think I made lustay Php6K. Mahal ang call back home (wow Izzy, you think?). Hihihihi. Ohwell. Mayaman pa naman ako.XD Hihihihi. Sorry mum & dad.:D I pay when I balik. Shit, 6k.XD Hohohoho. But is okay.:D

Mwah.

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

Solid proof that I do not do any such thing as work.:D

...and I'm supposed to be working.:D

You Would Pick Your Boyfriend Again!

While the initial new couple spark has faded for you two, You've built upon your attraction - and formed a deep love. And although things are never perfect, they're usually pretty great. So don't let your eye wander. You've got the best catch for you, at home.

Would You Pick Him Again?

Awww! They're so sweet!

....Shit! This sucks majorly! I'm all alone with a big lonely bed here in quiet lonely Singapore!XP ...ohwell. Must suck it up now.:D

You Are Bad Girl Sexy

Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot. You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on. And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you. Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

Uh. I don't think I got this blogthing quite right.o_0 ...Bad Girl Sexy???o_0

You are Sneakers!

You're an active girl, who's all about function You dress for the occasion - comfort comes first Your perfect guy? Someone who can keep up with you. You'll find him - but you might have to slow down to see him!

What Kind of Shoe Are You?

Errr. I was sort of trying to go for heels.o_0 Oh well.:D

Start Hunting For That New Apartment

You two are ready to live together - and probably have been for a while You're a perfect match, even if you don't agree on everything What's important is compromise... a skill you and your guy have mastered So head out to Bed, Bath, and Beyond. It's time for your new life together!

Should You Live Together?

...cool.:D

Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Sexy Waves

What Hairstyle Is Right For You?

Hmmm. Getting there, getting there...:D

He is a Man

You have yourself a perfect gentleman and a total keeper Your guy almost always acts appropriately He's probably even very upstanding when you're not around There's no boy left in your boyfriend - he's all man!

Is He A Boy or a Man?

...Never a doubt in me head dear.:D

You Are 28% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit. Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

How Girly Are You?

Hahaha. Whoo!:D

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

...shit. I am so not doing work.:D

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

...Shit.

SHIT. SHI-effing-IT.XP

(Just got my grades is what I meant to say.)

Fuck. I'm such a loser.XP First-class all the way, whoooo.

Harrumpf. Kaya ko pa kayang gumawa ng himala't hilain 'to all the way up there back to cum laude again?:s MyGod, I do so suck. Why can't I be magaling math-y things??:p Bleh.

Ohwell. A miniscule blow to my [fragile] ego. Argh. But. There is so much more to life than grades. And I, who have expressed such potent and vehement disregard for the worth of grades in general--particularly when attached to a person's worth--should actually stop being a hypocrite and start walking the walk I'm...er....talking.o_0 ANYHOW.

Shet. I want ice cream. 7/11 so far away. (six minute walk. I'm tamad.)

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

The Lion City sleeps. I apparently don't. All's right in the world.

Hum. It has just occurred to me. I think I completely forgot the past two monthsaries April & May.XDDD Um. Um. Let's see. That is because. We've hit the one-year mark!:D Huzzah.:DDD

Mrrr. It is 0527 hours (an ungodly 0427 in the real world, as Singapore is a staunch believer that belief in something (like, say, oh, it's 5 oh'clock [sic, yes I know, hon, what, you think I suck at spelling or something?:p] and a half even when the sun's not fricking there yet, it's like me saying oh-my-god-am-I-good-in-uhhh-math-or-what and suddenly acing my Calculus, which never happened, not in every possible alternate reality) actually makes that something real (even if the sun is so not there yet, really. Anyway.:D)

...er. What was I saying?:D

Anyway. I've got a bit of insomnia. (I wonder how I managed that.) Hrumpf. Dum dee dum. Blah dee blah.XP It's getting to be pretty boring here in no time at all. The novelty is wearing off.:p (though the apartment is still goooood.:D) The days melt nicely into nights and back again and forth again and back again. The kids are great. Though. I have to say there isn't exactly a whole roaring plethora of choice conversation picks. (basically it boils down to Choice A: work, Choice B: work, Choice C: work, Choice D: what the hey, let's talk about school! (as if that wasn't horribly boring enough to talk about in school), Choice E: aaaand work again!, & Choice F: niceties about the minutiae of thism-thatms. Hmmm. 6 choices! Not bad, after all, what they hey.:p) Not to mention I have to make like the Singaporean equivalent of the MTRCB and screen the R21's (astig, may R21 pala dito!:D Plus the blurbs on the Lie With Me movie poster are weird.o_0 They veer from the traditional "Sexy!", "Great!", "Utterly devious, scintillating!" and other such normal ambiguous drivel straight to "This film is really for adults only!" and I go like, wow, you think??) from the conversation for the kiddies.:p Le hay.

Oh well. I am simply salat is what I am. (And a catty beetch. Though I screen myself pretty heavily because I happen to be a catty beetch with a catty conscience, and it's positively horrid. Grmfpwibble.) I think at one point I was actually going to blog to cat-bitch about work and the fact that what they hey, I may or may not have the most ridiculously easy marketing project of all, but that doesn't mean I'm any less good than I actually am, which is pretty damn good, but that line of thinking just shows how far gone I am into the realm of one-dimension-ness where work and work alone reigns supreme. Not to mention the fact that deep down I'm just horribly insecure that I ain't all that so I feel compelled to defend every put-down thrown my way, both big and small, real and imagined.:D So what's new.:D Shee-yite. I am le bored.

Le bored.

Le bored.

Hum. It's 0550, a time when the sun is normally up and about already. But oh, look at that! At what? Nothing at all! Because it is still pitch fricking black outside.:D Grmf. Swimming kaya ako.:D Hum. Work from home kaya ako today.:D So that I may lounge around and watch TV and not have to wear heels (which make me grow horrid calluses in the wrong places, mind. They're right in the middle and they feel weird when I walk barefoot. Yick.) and sit around in the ghost town they call an office.o_0 Hum. I am hungry. I believe I shall get a bit of morning snackage.:D Er. So. Apparently I didn't sleep a wink.o_0 Insomnia, ohyes.

I miss you to bits dear. (kahit 'di mo nirereplyan text ko.:s) 'Di kita mahagilap sa ym, harrumpf. Oh well. Shall I bare my vulnerable innermost soul and say at length--at the risk of sounding like an utterly pathetic idiot--how much I. Miss. You. To. Bits. Miss. You. To. Bits. Miss. You. Miss. You. Miss. You. Horribly. Really., or shall I keep up this nice little facade of Tough Little Me? Ah, but I am Tough in all other Aspects in life save You. Argh. Atrociously horrid vulnerability right there.:D Ohwell.

Shyite, I am hunger. (yet another vulnerability of the more prosaic kind.:D) I believe I shall answer to the whims of my physical body, to which I am utterly powerless to resist. Because. I. Am. Hung-fricking-ry.:D

Anaknamputsangkalawang Nagulat Akoh sa biglang radyo dito sa business center.o_0 Grmpfwibble.

But. I am hunger.:D Bye-oooooo.:D

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.

Hum.

Well. It's been a while.:D

It's one of those chronic once-you-start-stopping-to-blog-you-go-on-stopping-blogging kind of things.:D Hum.

Well. 5 weeks down here in Singapore and gee, time flies really fast [when you're having fun XP]. I think we must've exhausted the major tourist-y spots here in the first three weeks, so now we're down to trundling around to these-and-them night spots (and believe you me, there's about enough to fill a weensy little teacup the size of weensy little Singapore.XP). But is okay.:D

"Hi. - Jaryd" >> may nagpapacute.:p

Actually, a nice and staid little life isn't so bad. It's no fun anyway here if you try to do it without the right people.:p The Indian interns are all whoooo, party-party-party-bar-bar-bar, but somehow it doesn't even prick my interest.:p Hoooo, bata.:p I am content with ice cream in the wee hours of the morning, thankyouverymuch.:D

Grmf. Work has hit a bit of a rut.XP I was kind of on a roll the past month so sealing away the nasty, potentially emotional bits of my personal life in cryogenic freeze was easy 'nuff.:D But now.:D I. Am. Happily. Not. Doing. ANYTHING.:DDD Wheeeee.:D

--hrmf. Must be off in a wee bit. LT dinner thingamajig. Bye-ooo.:D

theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.