Revelation No. 46
...I believe I may just have stumbled upon something.
A revelation of sorts.
I present several facts for your consideration:
1. I mope and fuse into the bed when I don't have anything to do (...something which started to make itself manifest as early as my gradeschool years. Summer vacation, oh what a quandary.)
2. After which I start praying for something to do. (Ironic, since I fancy myself a Lazy Ass.)
3. I get really irritated when I feel that my time is wasting away, dribbling into nothingness when I could've been spending it being productive. Like oh.
a. Being forced to walk really slowly along the nature walk because some friggin' farts decided they were swapped at birth with garden snails, goddaym it man!
b. Being stuck at meetings that seem to want to test just how infinite old Father Time can stretch his poor-ass beard, and where nothing gets done anyway and everyone just sits around blabbering
c. This is all actually a bit of a hypocrisy because I have this particularly resilient habit of rolling around my bed for hours on end doing absolutely nothing at all. Harharhar.
4. When a whole day goes by and I didn't do squat, I go to bed feeling very unfulfilled and unproductive.
5. When a whole day goes by and I did do diddly, I go to bed feeling plump and pleasant.
6. I'm juggling A LOT of things right now. Wait, lemme say that again: A LOT OF THINGS.
7. I feel sorta kinda pumped. Motivated. Frazzled, yes. But more...alive.
Thus.
Conclusion #1: I get pumped when I have a lot of things to do.
Conclusion # 2: The more things I have to do, the more pumped I get.
....and
The Greatest Conclusion Of Them All:
OhMyGod I Am A Workaholic.
Lordy. This clashes mighty heavily with my weltanschauung. Because. I have apparently been laboring under the delusion that I was Lazy-Ass Bum Personified.
.....................ohmygyaaaaaaaaaaad.
theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.
Walang Pasok! Whoo!
No Classes tomorrow!:D Huzzah!:DHmmm. Pero parang wala pa akong nagagawang homework whatsoever. Lalo na for tuesday. Ay shet may long test pala sa polsci sa thursday, hahaha. And all my stuff are back at the condo pa.:s Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......................Had my hair cut last week. No biggie, it looks exactly like my old hair, only...shorter.XD Hawhaw.Had my left eye checked yesterday. Apparently the cells of my cornea had been summarily sloughed off (thus exposing the nerve underneath) by, oh, me rubbing my eye with my contacts still on. Haw. Good lesson for All Ye Bearers of Contact Lens.:D It hurt like a little bitty piece of shit.XP But now is okay, since those cornea cells apparently regenerate veeeeeeeery quickly. And on their own too, the dependable little dears.:D.....................Flipped through a magazine (forgot which) while I was getting my hair cut. Shet ang ganda ni Heart.:P The boy in me says, "shet ganda ni Heart!" The girl in me says, "shet bat ang ganda ni Heart??!".....................Ang sarap matulog sa ulan.:D ........errrrrrrr I don't mean sa ulan sa ilalim mismo ng ulan na tipong nauulanan ka and stuff. Pero pwede rin......................Went to a gay stand-up comedy bar. Hawhawhaw sobrang funny.XP Discovered I had unprecedented levels of crassness (bentang benta lahat ng jokes which would've made some people wither and die). Harharhar! Sobrang funny!XD HAHAHA! Limang garapon! Hahaha! (okay now that part konti lang makakagets.:D) Panalo talaga!XD Balik tayo mga kids!:D.....................Humdeehum. Mummy made Inggy and me midnight snacky sandwiches.:DDD And coffee.:DDD Love.:DDD I love it here sa house.:DDD Wheeeeeeeeee......................Seven............days............... Seven..........days...................!! Seven daaaaaaaaaaaaaays and someone will be back here in my arms.:DDDDDDDDDDDDD (technically. Eight days pala. Dahil nasa immersion pa ko.:p Farmers! Whooooooooo!:D)theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.
........Quandary!
B or A? A or B? Oh, what a quandary.XP Why is one at the expense of another??XP Can't I exercise my right to Selfishness Personified and have both for my very own??XPtheHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.
No Classes! Yippee!
...WALANG PASOK BUKAS!!:DD huzzah!
And! I heard a rumor. ........na walang pasok din sa Friday! Yippee!XD
Kaso. It feels kinda queer na biglang walang kelangan gawin.o_0 Here we go again, hohoho. Oh, whattodowhattodowhattodo.XD
Nakakatuwa ang mga estudyante kanina nung inannounce na walang pasok sa PA. Ika nga ni Kevin, parang si Big Brother. Hawhawhaw. Pero nakakatuwa ang kanilang collective cries of joy.:D
..............
I kinda miss Singapore. Wala lang.:s Somehow iba ang Way of Life dun na weird. Pero nakakamiss.:s
..............
......I'm hungry.:s
Watched Pirates of the Carribean!:DDD Err. I suppose I'm not allowed to spoil anybody.XP Pero. Can I just say. (shut your eyes!) Nabitin ako nang husto.XP Ohwell.XD ...Pero in fairness, nakarelate ako.XP
.........Er. A little ipis just went walking by.o_0 Errrr.
theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.
...It's 0216.:D
Hmm. How queer. I know I have a relatively lighter load this year in terms of extra-curricular commitments, not to mention 'di na SMEG sem (pero sabagay hebigat talaga 'tong 4th year 1st sem, but oh come on, 3rd pa lang...!XP) but somehow.:o 3rd week pa lang and I'm already calling up the energy reserves that I didn't know I had from the innermost recesses of god-knows-where.o_0 Hohoho. Haven't been to training or to the gym at all this week.XP Bleh. I will definitely go Moro tomorroh.:D (hohoho.) I swear I lose muscles by the bucket if I stop training for even a week.XP Grrrr. How am I ever going to attain supreme levels of buff-ness at this rate?o_0 Hohoho. And to think! Mas nakakapag-gym pa ko sa Singapore, and super gabi pa at that. Hmmmm. Come to think of it, nakakayanan ko yung ganung klaseng sched (wake up at 8.00, gumulong gulong sa kama, bangon at 8.45, go to work at 9.10, arrive at 10, go home at 6-7, gym at 8, dinner at 11, tambay/internet/nood TV hanggang 1/2/3, tulog, wake up at 8.00...) but now.o_0 Hum. School is so much more tiring than work.XP
Hohoho. I remember quite vividly while I was in Singapore na I grumbled a bit na ayoko nang bumalik sa school, primarily because it's so darn unlucrative!XP (wahaha I got drunk with money, moneymoneymoneymoooooneeeeeeeeey!XDDD) Plus. I somehow got the thought stuck to my craw na lahat ng pinag-aaralan at ginagawa sa school ay senseless when you go out into the real world and do real work and stuff. As in, all that theo/philo/ls/chuvaness will fade away into the winds and will leave you wondering, "...eyng? huh?"
But here and now, back in school, I'm thinking, what the hey. School's great!:D I've been given a new lease in...uh...school.o_0 (How lame.o_0) College is great!:D There's nothing quite like it in the world. You get to be an adult and not-so-much-of-an-adult at the same time. Ohshit I feel so old.X0 Like seriously. I haven't gotten it into my head that I'M AN EFFING SENIOR just yet.XP In less than a year, why, I'll be going out into the world to make me fortune, aye! (wow parang ang layo ng pupuntahan ko, hahaha.) It's not really that big of a transition, actually, but maybe it is. (ooooooookay that didn't make sense.XP But it's 2.00 in the morning and I have all the right in the world not to make sense.:P)
Errr. Do I have a point here?o_0 Oh, Theo 141 is great.:D Couple that with CSR (uy biglang naging active sa org!XP), Philo 104, and a coupla other things that I know are there but I just can't remember at the moment because the Extra Joss still hasn't fully kicked in yet) and you finally get the feeling that hey, I can finally quit with all this oh-I-feel-depressed-all-the-time thingamajigger that's apparently been plaguing me for the past x months (just take a sweeping glance at my blog! It's so sad!XP) Because!:D It's high time to stop moping and groping about very self-centered issues.:D Why, the world does not revolve around me!:D (well, sure it does, but you get my point.:D)
Hmmm. In the wee hours of the night is perhaps where I can finally get closer to Ye Grande Purpose.:D Biglang nag-pop sa mind ko na lang tuloy yung memory when we were going back home from S'pore. Sobrang ganda ng view from the plane when you look down on the wee little islands of the Philippines. Wala lang. I'm trying to get my brain to wax philosophical at this point but. It's. Giving. .............uuuuuUp.XD Shit.:D
Ohyougetthepoint.:D Kunwari na lang I ended this entry by saying something really witty and deep.:DDD Thankyooooooooooooooo.:D
theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.
....:D
...Malapit nang mag-end ang week...!XD Oh joy.:D I am tired.XD OR killed me kanina. BUT. I am Buddha. I am desireless.:D Hence I have attained Nirvana, and I am happeeeeeeeeeeee.:DDD
theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.
