Halloa!:D
Bite-sized attempts at philosophizing while whiling (yes, it's not my very best english:P) away my time (and boredom) while jogging:
The world is no place for those who wish to remove themselves from it.:D (no duh. 'di ko na maalala ang lightning-fast thought processes ko na nag-culminate sa nuknukan ng kalalimang kabanaagang ito.o_0)
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May tanong ako. Gusto ko lang biglang malaman. 'Di ba tayo nagsimula sa isang cell, tas nag-mitosis et cetera hanggang maging blastula eklat et cetera hanggang lumaki na tayo into a humongous unicellular organism? E 'di ba made up of atoms din tayo?:o E 'di ba atoms are uhhh anong tawag dun, um, indivisible?:o Paano 'yun? Nais kong mapagtanto ang kasagutan sa itong palaisipang nakapapagpabagabag sa aking mumunting utak.
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Hm. Perhaps there are no limitations. But if there aren't, then the horizons are too limitless, too expansive, and the far ends of the sky, rather than being unseeable, are all too evident in their depthlessness. Then the need for limitations thus arises; for only by setting limitations and surpassing each one in turn can we measure how far into the gaping, frightful endlessness with its infinite possibilities we have gone. (naisip ko ito noong iniisip ko kung may limit ba tuhod ko. Hm. Mukhang according to me, wala!:D Hohoho.)
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I am absolutely BORED with my current life.:P The days are so short and I don't do anything at all significant for the betterment of my life. Curse this wretched school, hohoho. (ohyes, you've all heard this rant before. You may safely skip to the next paragraph to spare yourself a good degree of infernal whining.) Sana kung mga isa o dalawang subject na lang kailangan kong kunin, hurrah.:D So I can waste my time doing absolutely useless things like read all I want (used to read at lightning speed), draw all I want (used to draw pretty good...actually I still draw pretty good, haha vain), write all I want (oh damn. I don't write as good as I could potentially be anymore. Bleh.) and go to lots of different places and have lots of adventure.:D Alas. My reading is limited to, ugh, my utterly horrid Finance book and my abysmally wretched Stat book. (who am I kidding? haven't even so much as cracked it open yet!XP)
But let us move on.:D Time management, why, that is key.:D The problem is, things are falling too neatly into a nice little routine. Blah blah blah. Where is the excitement? The spontaneity? The thrill of the unknown?XP (pero as of today I have one hundred and twenty bucks to last me 'til the end of the week, at yung twenty mawawala pa dahil pambayad ko dito sa internet, so wala rin, hahaha.) Oh well. Something exciting is bound to happen. Ahem. Significant cough to the Great Doler of Fun and Dancing to People's Lives, whoever he/she/it may be, hem hem.
Hoo hay. I am off to have a nice little shower and finish my novel. I ADORE Sherlock Holmes. Can I just say. Madly infatuated with him is what I am.XD Nighty.:D
theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.
F is for Finance. F is for Fuck.
I cannot take much more of this!X0 Majority of this weekend has been sadly dedicated to trudging through my abominable finance book, and it has left me feeling weak and helpless.X0 I swear to god I am as DRAINED as a drained thingy.X0 Like an exsanguinated hapless vampire victim.X0 Sadness. And I still have one more effing chapter to go!X0 Fuck Finance.X0 Bleh.I want to strangle our finance teacher in ways no man (or woman (or witch)) has ever been strangulated before since the dawn of time and witch-burning.XP Goddaym that woman has serious bore issues. I swear the military and the more ironhanded (and underhanded) of our police may have more use for her in, say, innovative new torture tactics.XP Say, put her in an isolated padded cell with the worst of criminals and spies and let her drone on by herself (ensuring of course that the criminal/spy is safely disabled from any and all means of strangling her himself and thus liberating himself from the impending doom) and voila! Foolproof! No more crime, and the Philippines will actually have a fighting chance against the massive international secret networks.XDArchitecture is love.:D Architecture is fun.:D I am SO glad I didn't force myself to take some unutterably boring ME-related free elec that could've been counted for a minor degree. No, sirree. None of that no more for me.XP Architecture is probably the only class I will love this sem. And philo prolly. And history too. Ohlookatthat, all of them aren't MAJOR subjects. Harrumph. In the meantime, I want to chuck all my major subjects out the window.XP Bleh. Oh well. Sayang ang dalawang taong ginugol sa ME. Sayang ang perang DAPAT LANG na magugugol ko pag graduate ko with an ME degree. Harrumpf. theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.
Hum.
Hay. First week of school done and already I've sprouted not one, not two, but three stress pimples.:o With another one on the way. Hyuk, parang anak.XDMygulay. I must now have insane amounts of discipline which I had hitherto not known to exist within the bowels of my unconscious self. And almost an psychotic adherence to my schedule, ergo time management.X0 SMEG sem and training for the national team do not mix.X0 Goodbye, all other extra-curricular activities. Goodbye, social life.:D Hihihi.Well. Truth be told, I fear that yet again I find myself totally out of my depth. Waaaaah. I don't want this to be Korea all over again.XP I'm not ready to be a national (gulp) representative of my martial art.:o That entails a certain (very high:D) degree of mastery and a lot of years to really let it seep into me heart, mind, and soul. Sa Korea nga I was like huhuhu, wtf am I doing here.:( Hum. Oh well. Yuh, the Seagames is a once-in-a-errr-very-long-time opportunity, so yes, I will do my best. And yes, SMEG sem is also a once-in-my-lifetime opportunity, so I suppose I'll also do my best in THAT. Huhuhu. Stress shall settle down upon me like thick layers of dust accumulated over the centuries in the deepest recesses of...wherever.:oSpeaking of that. Hum. Must make my schedule. Yes yes. Must adhere to it too. Yes yes. Will train later too. Yes yes. Might as well study too. Yes yes.theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.
Bouncy again.:D
Hmmm. Will be taking a bath in a few.:D Yes I will make myself pasma and make all my hand veins stand out.:( But we will be going out and watching a movie tonight (last time I checked we still were anyway.:P) and what is that movie?? Mr and Mrs Smith, yeah! Time to drool over Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie again, whooo!:D Yes I watched it na. So what.:D Bonding again with mum and inggy. Been a while, uh-huh.Bought uberloads of stuff pala kahapon for the condo, yay.:D Condo will look like proper home now.:D A little telly here, a little PS2 there...and badabing, badaboom!:D Oooh and bought new undies din. I sewed cute little buttons on them kanina so I'll know which ones are mine.:D Love buttons. Love undies.:D Hmmmm shall have to buy uberlots more.:DtheHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.
Oh the mortification. Oh the shame.
Thunder and lightning! Gadzooks! Egad! Stars and stripes!(o_0)I am mortified, ashamed. Oh, lordy. I have made a bloody public spectacle of myself.o_0 I am a sissy wuss. I suck.X0Can you lot believe I actually got rip-roaring drunk over red bloody wine?? Oh, the mortification.X0 As in the barf-your-insides-out end of the rip-roaring-drunk spectrum.XP I really really really really didn't expect to get drunk on red wine.X0 Heckle, I drink at least two bottles at Christmastime without even breaking a sweat!X0 But I haven't been drinking for a very long time now (see, I said I'd quit.XP) and alas, I fell under the mighty blows of piddling red "social drinking" wine. I never saw THAT coming.o_0 Honest I didn't. But that's not the point.X0 Aaaaagh. I made a bloody awful spectacle of myself at a gathering where I had the perfectly pure intention of being nice and quiet and background-y since really, I was a bit of an extra on the scene. Oh but look, I suddenly decide to shove my drunken ass center stage instead. Oh, the mortification.X0I'm sorry dearest. Really I am.:(theHERETICisIN.
o come, all ye faithful.
