Cough. Hack. Wheeze. Choke.

Strangely, being sick all by your lonesome self with absolutely no one (no one! at all!T_T) to cuddle and baby and take care of you (sniffle) isn't such a totally ratty buggeriffic experience after all.:D Why, it thoroughly tests your mettle is what it does.:D Now that I know that I can nurse myself through raging fever and horrible flu, why, I can do anything by myself, hurrah!:D Imagine plodding to the ref to get your medicines, drinking 'em down blah dee blah every six hours, changing your three layers of long-sleeved fluffy tops and jackets and taekwondo gis every now and then because you soak them full of sweat the first two minutes, changing the sheets for the same reason, magicking up food when cooking is a vague foreign concept and there is no food AT ALL except raisin in the fridge, and sweating through twenty-four hours of darkness and incessant coughing worthy of Raistlin Majere all by your lonesome self, when you have fever as hot as a blue-white star (that's the hottest right?:o) and your bones and joints are as freezing as um. whatever's the coldest.o_0 absolute zero, yeah.o_0 and you have the headache to beat all headaches and when you lift your head an inch from your sweat-soaked pillow it decides to take off by itself (the head, not the pillow) and go for a spin.X0

...so anyway my point is I HAVE SURVIVED.:D Wahoo! But now I'm still sick. Hehehe I suck.XD Mum says I look like Tisika(?), whatever that is. Sabi niya basta raw may TB.:o Oh great I have tuberculosis.X0

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My hands are shivering all over the place. I don't know why.o_0 I haven't had one drop of coffee.:o Good lordy.:o

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Hmm. Still mulling over what to get for my free elec.:o

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Dude what's up with my fucking hands??o_0 I usually have the hands of a neurosurgeon.:o

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What do I get for my free elec please please please??? Free elecs suck.XP I don't know what to get, waaaaaaaah. I am an indecisive spineless little mole. Yes, mole. That little black round thing on your face. What, it doesn't have a spine, does it??XP

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Cough. Hack. Wheeze. Choke.X0 That's basically my present life in four words.:D I can even whittle it down to one: coughhackwheezechoke.:D Oh I am witty.:D

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Gyaaalgrghhh.

Ooogh. Aaagh. Bleargh. Bluiebleeblooooo.

(That's what happens to people who are drowning in stress. Yours truly for example. Holy fuck what I wouldn't effing do get this bloody fucking semester over and effing done with, goddaym. yes, I am swearing again. Fuck.)

...oh p.s. I should drop school and get a job instead. I think I'd do great quarrying. Why? Because the fucking bags under my eyes are large enough to carry fucking boulders, that's why. Oh jeebus my wit has deteriorated into a congealed pool of slush.

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Hahaha Imma Bitch.XP That's HIB for short.

Ohoho what fun. I accidentally pulled the plug here in the cafe, and my computer as well as the two flanking mine conked into nothingness.:D Buti yung isa si Ingga, no problems there, aren't you a sweet forgiving dear?:D Pero the guy to my left was throwing a silent tantrum when he was turning his PC back on, haha. As in pounding on the keypads and everything.:P Well, sorry siya, I am NOT in a very sorry mood today. Quite the contrary, I am in a very hissy pissy bitchy mood today.:D Die, bitch.:P Gusto mo ng away??? Bring it on!XP I shall pull your steaming intestines from your writhing body and coil them round your head and choke you to even higher stages of death. Beeeeets.:P

Fuck man, what an annoying little boy. Stop fiddling with your stupid webcam and your monitor. Shit, are you on drugs or something?? Airhead.:P

Am supposed to be studying for Eco. Okay fine I will. But I am in a very pissy mood. I believe I shall need lots of comfort stuff. Like food and coffee and such material things. Yes I am a very materialistic girl. So what.:P

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Bye bye Marco.:'( I didn't even get to see you, much less hug you good-bye.:(

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Fully Booked, the place of my doom.:D

Oh I forgot to post one bit of nice news.:D Went to Powerplant nga 'di ba with the real-world accounting group...haha we looked like a unicellular organism of yuppies, yuck...XD ANYWAY I went to Fully Booked and apart from the drooling over the books part (which is a given, anyway) I bought two nice new sketchpads.:D Or you could think of them as two nice new large blank notebooks, wheeee.:D I ADORE bound crisp blank sheets of paper.:D They are my fetish.:D I adore them utterly.:D I collect them and sometimes in the middle of the night I furtively take them out and admire them one by one and run my hands down the nice parchment and sigh in complete contentment.:D

Oh I want new clothes.:(

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Even more blogthings.

Your Rising Sign is Leo

You are confident, self-assured, and more than a little vain. And you have a flair for the dramatic - whether you're on stage or causing trouble. Your spirit can't stay in one place very long. You like to live in new places and travel the world. Cultured and sophisticated, you pride yourself on having good taste. You are an expert in art, music, food, and film.

What is Your Rising Sign?

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More blogthings.

Your Deadly Sins

Wrath: 80%

Gluttony: 60%

Pride: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Envy: 40%

Greed: 40%

Lust: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 51%

You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood.

How Sinful Are You?

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

...cool! How totally accurate!:o except that part where I'll apparently do anything for love.o_0 No I won't.:P And to think the questions were all about animals.o_0 Weird. I have a runny nose.:(

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Blah.

Haughty Intellectual

You are 71% Rational, 42% Extroverted, 42% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant.

You are the Haughty Intellectual. You are a very rational person, emphasizing logic over emotion, and you are also rather arrogant and self-aggrandizing. You probably think of yourself as an intellectual, and you would like everyone to know it. Not only that, but you also tend to look down on others, thinking yourself better than them. You could possibly have an unhealthy obsession with yourself as well, thus causing everyone to hate you for being such an elitist twat. On top of all that, you are also introverted and gentle. This means that you are just a quiet thinker who wants fame and recognition, in all likelihood. Rather lacking in emotion, introspective, gentle, and arrogant, you are most certainly a Haughty Intellectual! And, most likely, you will never achieve the recognition or fame you so desire! Sweet!

To put it less negatively:
1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.
2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.
3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.
4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.

Compatibility:
Your exact opposite is the Schoolyard Bully. (Bullies like to beat up nerds, after all.)

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Braggart, the Hand-Raiser, and the Robot.
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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 65% on Rationality
You scored higher than 39% on Extroversion
You scored higher than 46% on Brutality
You scored higher than 65% on Arrogance

...oh great. I won't be getting my fame.:P

Coleocanth

Nightmare scales: Panic: 56%. Dread: 43%. Lampreys: 50%.

You are the COLEOCANTH. Everybody remembers that there's some reason or another you're important, but nobody can recall what it is-- and so they figure it must not have been THAT critical.
SEEK: paleontologists and people who are really good at Trivial Pursuit. AVOID: Indonesian fishermen.

...and I'm, like, whut?o_0

...I'm bored. And hungry. And selfish.:P

Izzy's version of Inggy's DLIL.

Izzy's Daily Lessons in Life
1. Never dress up for anyone other than yourself. If you do, there's always that chance that someone won't be in the same planet as you on that given day anyway. Poor you then. Crud.
2. It's always stupid to depend on anyone. Why does one always forget this? One can have fun all by oneself. Crud.
3. It is imperative to one's sanity that one has a vehicle of her own on the off chance that she would like to go catch a movie by herself and maybe have a nice ice blended late at night. Preferably a nice snazzy one so she can go in style.
4. Commuting in stylish clothes is suicide.
5. Suicide can be hazardous to one's health.
6. Starbucks is open until 2 am.
7. Starbucks has Caramel Coffee Jelly. Which is a nice enough alternative when one is craving for Morrocan Mint.
8. There is always tomorrow for the movie and a later for the Starbucks. Hey, or one could try out the Mint Tazo instead. Can't be that bad.

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Weekend.

Yay, it's the weekend:D Nice, eventful week. Took Probability long test. Died. Rose from the dead just in time for real-world accounting presentation. Dayrit is cool.

Now I have uber tons of stuff to do for the weekend. Kanina holed myself up in the library to research for my eco paper (and soak up as much artificially cooled air I could). Waaaaaaah I miss airconditioning.X0 Now I don't want to do anything school-y. Am planning to go malling. As in NOW. I am in dire need of self-pampering. Anyone wanna come along?:P

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More blogthings. Just because I'm bored.:D

You Are 45% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

Your Seduction Style: The Coquette

You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

...but of course.:D Tell me something I don't know.:D

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Beware the Gremlin.

It speaks volumes of my colorful, jam-packed social life that I blog entry after entry here at five-minute intervals.XP Oh what a wonderful nightlife I have.XP I would've gone out and watched a movie, really I would, only I've been attacked by a sudden bout of thriftiness that even the mere thought of spending sends bucketfuls of icy guilt down my spine.XP Bleah. So I opt for the cheaper, 20 bucks-and-hour alternative here in the quiet little internet cafe. Oooooooh I am restless.

The Fully Booked branch in Gateway is OPEN now. Insert Ominous Sound. Ooooooooooh LORD I don't need to be psychic to know I'll be declaring bankruptcy sometime before the summer ends.X0 Haven't even bought any new clothes yet (for the past fifty years), waaaaaaaah. And to think I swore to myself (for the nth raised to infinity time) that, come the new schoolyear, I'll be Dignity, Elegance, Feminity, and Tranquility personified. That's DEFT. (Remove Elegance and add Austerity and that's DAFT for you.XP) I'll be floating around campus all immaculate and beatific, a far cry from the horrid, disheveled and utterly inelegant gremlin who presently has the gall to go walking around school under my name.XP

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Dream.

Which Member of the Endless Are You?

Tsk. I did SO wanted to be Death. Or Delirium. Dream can get borrrrrrrring some times.XP

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Launchcast is my friend.:D

Weepy, weepy over Love Songs on the Launchcast.:( Good grief I am a walking water bucket.XP This entire day I have done nothing but sleep, stare off into space (or into my Prob book, both amount to the same thing anyway) and generally feel all around weepy.X0 I should NEVER be left alone, good grievance.XP This can only mean one thing. Hormones, hormones, hormones. (oh how convenient it is to be a woman and chalk everything up to omnipresent omnipotent hormones.:D) Hihihi. Nevertheless, the time of the month is nearly upon my doorstep...o_0 Yiii. Oh that reminds me, have to return those vcds we borrowed last Friday. STILL haven't watched Doll Master, and that is because I am a frickin' lousy coward all alone in my yellow-lighted condo.o_0 Yiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Ohmilord just read about a UP prof who proved Andrew Wiles' proof of Fermat's Last Theorem false...:o Hohoho, what perfect timing, since kakasalamuha lang namin kay Andrew Wiles (under the stage name Daniel Keane) and all his wonderful adventures in the exciting fantasy world of his dusty little attic with such strange fantastic creatures such as long-dead self-centered mathematicians, who labor for many years to fulfill their quests of proving obscure theorems and who all break into song at the slightest provocation.:D Mind, I liked that kooky little musical. (A musical about math, isn't it wonderful?XD) Pierre de Fermat was the kookiest by far.:D

Anyhow, what Edgar Escultura, UP Prof in question, was actually refuting was not Andrew Wiles' proof per se, but hwow, something totally basic and foundational, the real number system...o_0 Can you lot believe that two of its axioms are actually false?o_0 Fantastic, like wow. (The trichotomy axiom and completeness axiom, he says. And I go, say whut? not because I am completely flabbergasted and appalled that the whole seemingly solid foundation upon which my feet have been planted for the past many long years has given a violent shudder, but because hihihi, I don't even know what the trichotomy and completeness axioms are. Hihihi. I'm so smart.XD)

Anyway. 'Nuff of that.:D Back to happy things.:D Ooooooh nice love songs.:D Such a sap I am when in hormonal overdrive.XP

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The artist within is hopefully not into its death throes yet.

Oooooooh bay-deeh-wehy. Inggy and I are attempting to fulfill the frustrated artists within by snazzing up the condo, hurrah.:D We're doing errrrrr minimalist aren't we?o_0 and light wood?o_0 with old rose and the obscure shade of green accents!:D With of course my prettyful geometric deviance wall.:D Oh we could put tatami mats and stuff all over the place!:D and those nice muted yellow squarish lantern thingies pleeees?:D

Ugh, square.o_0 That reminds me, I must attempt to answer our problem solving homework.XP However, the keyword is MUST.:D That doesn't necessarily mean I will, donnit?:D Ho dee ho.:D

Now I am off to look for something interesting.:D

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An incoherent yet happy post.:D

Grrrrrrrraaaaaaaarrr must find the entire season...err...what number is it now? 3? 4?o_0...of Smallville, wahoo.:D I must have at least a semblance of TV life, otherwise I shall be a loser forever.:D Ho dee ho.:D Lana is utteriffically THE most gee-yor-gee-yus hayup on the (daily) planet.:D Ohohoho what pun.XD (Yes I must stop.X0 But I cannot help it!:D)

Eco midterms this Friday, oh what joy. Thank you for this splendiforous blessing, oh we banal tritelings cannot thank you enough. Bleah.XP Gahhhhhhh 40-fugling-percent of the grade, whoo-hah. Study, study, study. That is the key.:D That is the key to pull up my abysmal 151 LT and my potentially mediocre grade in problem solving.XP

Goodbye, cum laude dreams.:D Oh what fun.:D We must all stop being GC, for that is solely for the GC Monster, that abhorrent and horrifying creature with deathly crabby pincers, a prominent vulture beak (complete with froth that bubbles on command and everything), a balding vulture head, spasmodic and all-seeing eyes, red plaid shirt, dumb shorts, and knee high socks.:D Hey, what horror! Oh, what an abomination!:D Oh terror strikes my heart to the core at the sight of such ner--ehm, monstrosities.:D

Anyway. On to more interesting stuff.:D Like um. Like er. Something something something.o_0 Ho dee ho dee ho. Something interesting pleeeeeeeeeees.XP Like right now pleeeeeeeeeees.XP

Happy happy joy joy.:D

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Must be happy. Note to self.

A chanced perusal of my blog spake volumes unto me about my wonderful life.XP Apparently I'm not a very happy person, am I?XP This from a dude who tries to be neurotically happy all the time. (well that spoke volumes as well, dinnit.XP) Ohlord goodGOD I am a hopeless depression junkie, blaaaaah.X0 No I am not no I am not no I am not.

I now promise that I shall blog about nice and happy things.:D Like the nice blue sky. Which is um, gloomy and dark right now 'cause it's night.o_0 gloom gloom gloom.

Nooooooooooooo. Happy dappy doo.:D

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Me and the business world apparently don't jive.XP

Your Birthdate: September 11

Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer and an idealist. You work well with people because you know how to use persuasion rather than force. There is a strong spiritual side to your nature, and you may have intuitive qualities inherent in your make up, too. You are very aware and sensitive, though often temperamental. Although you have a good mind and you are very analytical, you may not be comfortable in the business world. You are definitely creative and this influence tends to make you more of a dreamer than a doer.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Unfortunately there is more than a grain of truth here.XP Fine, a whole friggin' coastline of it.XP I'm not really cut out for the business world, no I'm not, huhuhu. Yes I'm smart (and not just bookish smart but intuitively analytically abstractly smart as well, oooooooh I love myselfXD) but ooooooh I so HATE the rat race and I so HATE the fast life and I so HATE petty competition waaaaaaah I want to die.XP I just want to live in a nice cool peaceful mountain in an uber lovely house with beautiful minimalist lines and soft glowing muted colors and oooooooh lots of split levels because I just LOVE split-levels oooooooh I love them to death, ooooooh happiness.XD ...and then I'll make graphic novels all day. Waaaaaaah. I hate business. I hate the corporate world. I hate my course. Huhuhuhuhu. Whatever the hell I am doing here, I don't know.X0 (Well actually I do. It's a simple matter of me being pragmatic enough to realize that I cannot live prettily inside my head on my dreams alone and that I have to go back to the real world every now and then. Which entails munny, munny, and lotsa munny.XP Huhuhuhu my escapist tendencies cannot be given free reign, waaaaaaah.X0)

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Hohoho useless post.:D

I...am...craving for C2 right now, hurrah.:D Oooooooh I have not any research paper proposals for my wonderful (note my gritted teeth) Macroeconomics teacher.XP Bleah.XP Somehow I've managed to adjust a bit more to my workload the past week, or maybe it was simply because my sinat bouts allowed me to take the afternoons off, whoopdeedoo!:D Hurray for weak constitutions!:D

Blah dee blah dee blah. So many things to say, yet they all slip away happily once I (finally) park my ass in front of a reasonably working computer with a reasonably working DSL connection.:D Happy dappy doo.:D

I know I have nice serious stuff to blog about, like the stuff we discussed oh-so-nicely in Dappy's house when we (finally again) got together...well, I got together with them, since I wasn't there the last time, teeheehee...anyway, nice serious stuff, about parents and stuff. Almost made me feel like I should have another go at repairing the parent-child relationship.:D Harharhar. Sure.:D

Oooooooh C2. I definitely want a C2.XD

And mummy is very naughty. Yes she is. Yes she is. Snooping into other people's folders, tsk tsk tsk. Bad. Especially when those folders contain nicely incriminating pictures of yours truly, oh no, very bad, very bad indeed. Tsk tsk tsk.:P

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